today Eileen 
was sent into my 
recovery meeting who
waited until the end and implied
that I would have my kneecaps broken ... 
actually that is not going to happen obviously 


they want me to think it is ... Eileen is a very 
sick individual who can't face her own 
issues ... like most people that work
in care ... and works with drug
addicts. There is nothing 
remotely affinitive with
drug addicts about her 




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