hark at me ...


I mean you can feel 

my feelings but can you feel your own ?

if you really meant the poem you wouldn't 

immediately go and bomb it. Once more unto 

the pens peeps and your idea of how to care is 

to sort of prescribe a sort of utopia ... something 

like that. And i do appreciate it .... next you'll be 

telling me to chill out !!!!! You can do what you 

like but your not taking my heart with you

so how come Im the taliban then 

you completely doped up 

joke of a thang

I made a shocking 

mistake today ...

such foul
and utter rot
is not clever 
or amusing


unacceptable

behaviour will 

not be tolerable

my vicinity

I find 
your tone rather 
objectionable Sir
and I will not have 
you speaking like a
rabble to me in such 
a crude and boorish 
babble

so I get
on the giant sea 
turtle like its a spaceship.
I look like I went in a lake 
of feeling colours and came 
out dripping. Maybe I 
shouldda kept my
heart closed


my mistake 


I was
quite happy 
fooling around 
and don't know how
to get back. You know
and I miss like when I
wouldn't eat and he 
makes me get the 
spoon

this morning 

I thought its sharks v killer 

whales. And then I saw a giant sea turtle

and OK twix Ill criticise you shall I - cause 

you're vague - you don't know what you stand 

for and you can do drivelly stuff …  but the rest 

is all wishy washy  including some of your 

feeling. And you don't even know that 

you don't know mr well 

informed

and thats

where crunchy is 

different you can get hold

of him when you need to discuss

something and get an answer … 

and he does know what he's

doing. As a person is just

pucker really 

and Im
not sure I would
want a girl ...

I saw killer 

whale in the antarctic 

that used to be a dolphin

I saw a shark complain that he 
had a gold star! breaking news 

... priest joints campaign for pro 

choice. Rather putting the cart 

before the horse, is starting to 

hurt though ... I blame the 

cockroaches myself you 
can't just say I don't 
like him send 
him back

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and omg 

its a boy and if it 

winds you up then good nah

little 
chains of 
quartz sparkling
current


like 
something
subliminal opens 
a secret river of 
sliver life 


gives 
me the creeps  
damn thorn in my 
skin

in the 

name of the 

father ...

like the
way you haul
him onto your lap
and watch him
close his eyes

he just 
hangs in there 
all day. If the baby is
middle aged things
can get a bit blurry
sometimes 

sometimes ... 
if you have a 
blur tool. Depends 
if the nerves 
connect






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I don't think 
the world is ready
for 'feeding' adults in
public ... unless you 
are under the table. 
Obviously


seahorses
thread was borked
Rules? wiring, head
stuff, glug ...

feel kind of 
bruised like there's 
little punches in my 
chest like someone
got my heart by 
the scruff of 
the neck 


and 
throttled it 
didn't know it
was still in there
something so far 
out you couldn't 
keep it. Block
like a bad 
episode


my
dissociated
heart I couldn't 
catch. Dodo = 
levitation 
squared 

that kind
of reminded me
of ECT in a way 
i feel a bit nervous
just wanted to say ... 
how about you? 

think I'll
put on a posh 
voice and kick you 
while you clean the 
stables 


best place
to find a tory how 
did I get so effing mental

today 
you talked about
a deranged beanstalk
debunking of countervail
punishment codswalip 
twaddle shite trollish
locusts space 
pork 

can you
catch me when
Im bouncing off
the walls, cut it about
80% see where that
goes. When theres
no walls left. I'll
have a banana
smoothie with
bio cultures

will you
catch an open
heart when it flies

probaly
spends more 
time with his 
cleaner up the 
hands arse 


hasn't got 
a clue how the 
other half live !
you can take off 
that sanctimonious
cloak might feel 
a bit weak you 
actually do 
look like 
a priest 


you want
your mouth 
washing out. No 
I don't want to be 
baptised thankyou 
this veil is totally 
suffocating


get OFF!




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wots this? 
slow roast sweet
and sticky pork
belly 


think I'll
just dribble the 
ball around that ...

wibbly wobbly
endorphomes that
guy should stick to 
what he does best 
never seen such
drivelly drivel 


anyone got
a life jacket? 
glug glug glug ...

gates

you can tell
your father I know
he's got two telephones
and his girlfriend wears jeans 
... I think maybe you should 
wear jeans like her . Not sure 
about his mental friends. He's 
been so cruel and heartless ...
Hey are you listening to me 
darling? I am your mother 
you're not really being 
fair to me are you. 


You've 
been looking at his 
bourgeois curtains. And 
now you're just cold. Is that 
what he does to you make 
yous go all intellectual?  
When you come home 
from there you're 
all hoity toity 

crisps


exploring 
other forms of 
communication
curled on the leaves
just a few hours two 
friends he and I pull
our coats over 
our heads


2006

this one 
is a very 
sensitive child
that hide in attics
and stairwells 
peeping out 
behind a 
verse 


his big
eyes tell 
of a thousand
unspeakable 
lossses 


won't 
let you hold 
him very long 
never seen such 
a gothic soul 
in a little 
boy


eyes 
like the 
concave blue 
of a brittle gem

we are
being run by 
lunatics indeed 
even my shrink 
knows that only 
they can save
him


which is
why he cried 
throughout my 
appointment
and let me
take the 
muzzle 
off 


love 
has no limits 
now then Sir do 
you want to let 
it all out? 


he ties
something
round my neck 
tells me to behave
like a pig about to 
be slaughtered


that'll 
teach me to 
be so patronising
I mean Im sitting there
nonchalantly talking
down to him as if
Im the therapist 
and I couldn't 
give a damn 


speaking of 
autonomy ... why 
bother I don't see how
you're going to teach 
me anything 


like there's
a tongue going
down the back of
your soul




/17th

what 

would you 

do if you could?

I have feelings

that are not 

safe in this

world 

I held 

in my arms 

a stillborn dream 
And if Im in denial 
then the Lord is 
truly merciful 

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anyway 
so the three 
of us moves in
together so they
can get away 
with stuff 


theres 
this little voice 
crying in the radio 
the Einstein kid waving
frantically in symbols  


and we 
watched Ross n
Rachel curl up on the 
sofa and tell each other 
all the details 


nice 


and then
it was tea's turn
to go in the high chair 






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can I have 

my legs back 

please 


Im not 
getting in the car. 
Because it would 
um fun ... 


next thing
he's jaywalking 
in the traffic wearing
only his makeup
I have to save 
him!




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and i
wanna have 
some fun ...


like the 
blind leading
the blind who's
fault is that 


just tell 
me where 
the pain is like 
something reached 
out the ground and 
pulls you under 


why 
am I being 
treated like a piece
of cattle? don't my
feelings count? 
I am a one
in ten ...


you 
mentors 
are so effing 
clueless. Thinks
he can just herd
us about  


haven't
done your 
homework 
sir load of 
bleedin
toss


you're 
done for sir 
autonomy self
government 
precedent
bla bla 




/15th/16th