Friday, 20 July 2012

MORE DRAFTS




materass
you'll break the springs 
get bitten by bugs and 
hydrochloric acid but who
would care 


13.17, 4.07.12. 
© Lizarikk

was a bit earlier ... after all Jesus was for everyone ... 
careful? ... entrails told me to be careful but that 
its if the bullet hit the heart you have to be 
now they're only letting perverts watch ... 
I can't tell you the score because
I do protest too much? 




22.42, 3.07.12. © Lizarikk

this poem has been interfered with 11.05, 17.01.13. 



I dont 
regret going 
to a girls school ... 
there would be boys waiting
at the gates ... just while you were 
there you could at least concentrate without
the distractions that you got at primary school ... 


like the black ferrets they keep in the lab ... 
does that remind you of anyones tummy? 



20.37, 28.07.12. © Lizarikk / 2.07.12. , 7.38am , 10.05am 


The first great “discovery” made by the dolphins was a mutant alga called “Amruss” that was both a good protein food source and a birth control drug. The profits from “Amruss” enabled the institute to independently fund itself to influence political developments around the world. 


14.27, 2.08.12. 

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When love sees love
Of its own
It sings to see itself again
It sings to hear the voice it's known
It sings to recognize the face

A body split and passed along the line
From the shoulder to the hip
I know these bones as being mine
And the curving of the lip

And my question to you is:
How did this come to pass?
How will this one life rise so far and fast?

See his eyes and how they start with light
Getting warner as the pictures go
Did he carry hif luck upon his back?
That luck we've all come to know

Some are lean and some with grace, and some without;
All tell the story that repeats
Of a child who had been left alone at birth
Left to fend and taught to fight


14.44, 1.08.12. rewrite of Suzanne Vega 


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298 miles to go ...

9.57am 1.07.12. 
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I want to live 
inside that vast being 
of liquid emotion and make 
it mine ... not to possess it but 
to be a part of the same thing 
fruit in bud or a flowing branch  ... 


22.55, 31.07.12. © Lizarikk

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what is a feminine quality? um well I wasn't talking about shaving your toenails ... or do you think people with penises are exactly the same ?
While the defining characteristics of femininity are not universally identical, some patterns exist. Gentleness, empathy, sensitivity, caring, sweetness, compassion, tolerance, nurturance, deference, and succorance are behaviors generally considered feminine.[7][8][16][17]
plus I could add emotional irrational resposive cooperative selfless malleable ductile receptive

© Lizarikk

14.36   24.07.12.
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actually no I want to get underneath 
the car and have a look at the 
nuts and bolts ... 


19.38 ,  28.07.12. 
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- Ill talk to you later when Im feeling calmer and friendlier 
- what can I say that would make you feel understood? 
- can you just listen to me for five minutes without reacting? 
- you may not agree with me but at least take me seriously ... 
- I feel shut down right now but Ill be back ... 
- you sound completely unreasonable and Im aware that you are entitled to your feelings ... 

- what can I do that would help us to mend the hurt and become close again? 
- you deserve to be treated more gently 
- I can see that my anger has been destructive ... 
- I guess I haven't been listening very well. Please give me another chance ... 
- I get hysterical when I feel Im not being heard ... 
- instead criticising me can you tell me what you want ? 
- its hard admitting I might be wrong. Im afraid if I say sorry you'll make  everything my fault ... 

- Im feeling defensive. Can you say this in a gentler way so I can feel safe with you ? 
- I forgive you ... completely ... 
- Id love it if we could just be quiet and hold each other ... 
- when you talk to me in that tone I feel humiliated ...
- if  I sound angry its because Im  feeling threatened ... 
- when you come on so aggressively  its hard to take in what might be your valid point ... 
- when you go on like that Im afraid you won't stop ... 


14.29, 23.07.12. 

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