meanwhile I have to deal with
whats actually going on ... 


maybe its 
easier to live without
the heroin than the coke ... 

you know what this feels like a fucking 

waste of time .. i could be having fun 

with chucky instead and he’s more 

ill than you so might be more 

compatible in that 

way too…

12.57


I divorced Trix at 12.35 because he keeps on about wanting 
to shag his ex to get money from her apparently 
well thats what he told me anyway. His abusive side 
reminds me of talking to drug addicts ... maybe because 
of too much medication of a combination of that and the 
alcohol ..