and then 

you feel as if you can't 

work and stuff ... I thought marriage 

was supposed to be something where 

you could say what you like but 

promise not to act 

on it ... 

and then I go 

running off to somebody else ? 

I mean I do actually have feelings 

going on for both of them ... but 

yeah I see what you 

mean ... 

I just 
can't stand the pain of 
him cheating on me. Its like ... as 
they say in the parabolas swallowing 
a ball of molten iron or someone 
scraping my innards 
with a chisel ... 

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