psychopathic almost and that thick 
lippy hiding her voice what 
a mouthful 


her stodgy 
puddings really stick in 
my stomach There is a part of her 
that is dead that doesnt really want to write ... 


her personality disorder makes a sort of 
thudding sound in the heavy perfume
used to cover up the fags 
and booze ...


like Fritzle and 
Gadaffi they were deprived
of affection as a  newborn and 
went on to become tyrants. Seeing 
their partners as sort of emotional property
not sure what kind of position that put me in 








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