17.06.12.  13.17
apparently today opinion polls have ruled that Im not allowed to meet Trix. That is usually the case with Chucky as well although there were some little windows in that.
Not sure what to make of opinion polls that are really the work of propaganda rather than a true reflection of peoples opinions
i.e. its not normal to forbid adults over 30 to meet up 
unless there is some kind of physical danger involved 


Trix response to that was to recommend I go for psychiatric treatment ... a dangerous mistake on his behalf that is very worrying ...