i actually cut myself off from my family for three years during which i was not able to

get any help from them

at no time during that did I think i know I will sell my body and

very saleable ti way too ...

as i said sometimes i ate things out of dustbins or off the ground

not everyone who goes through this turns to prostitutiion ...

and if you do so then you devalue yourself in such a way

that you will never acquire real capital or any sort ...

and i mean not just financial capital you will lose  your

emotional and psychological capital as well ...

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and speaking of feeling bored ...

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as i was saying there is no king of comment today just a dictator ...

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anyway carry on if you make me hate you enough i will be able to move on properly 


you'll never know what life had in store for your spirit


just that biting emptiness that never ends ...