one thing 

I do remember was 

after we met the sun shined 

so much for two years it scorched

the grass. I used to feel the sun is 

shining because of him without 

really thinking about it and 

try to work out which 

star was mine 

sometimes

wanted to be left

alone for about two days

he just keeps 
on about all the years 
when I didn't notice him ... 

and says he has feelings 
for others too 

I didn't 
know you could 
open your heart to someone 
you've never seen but after a long 
period of illness somebody drew me out ... 

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