Saturday, 30 June 2012


afancdogge
1 July 2012 2:59AM
Flafe
We have a system here - we call it taxation and National Insurance. We all pay these things - even children pay VAT on many things they buy with the pocket money.
Perhaps you are not familiar with the concept of taxation or National Insurance ? Simple system - we pay in, our families do to. In return there are certain tax funded services we are all entitled to access in return.
This is not to be confused with pension fund contributions which, to state it simply, are paid in over many years to fund us in old age.
Society is run on a pyramid system which enable those at the top to perform magical disappearing tricks with their money - they can whisk it away to foreign parts - thus avoiding tax. They also have access to the secret books containing all the sacred mysteries of the system. This is a special book which allows those with a financier's pencil to write their own pages and so distort something they call the market. They can change and manipulate the market to suit themselves - they grow rich and fat. They abuse the system.
The people at the base of the pyramid have no access to the book, no pencil and therefore have to pay a large % of their income to the system and get little in return. The system abuse them .
Leni
course both
of them have their 
qualities ... I was saying 
Chucky has a really quite unique
work ethic where he will not be bossed


while Trix in his way of dealing with
emotional stuff is more kind 
of cool 




2.41am

and I 
would hear you 
call me through the 
radio! I knew it was you 
the music sounded sharper. But 
don't tell anyone this because I am 
not mad ... the channel of your spirit 
would speak through analogs of the night 




1.47am 
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ENDERS WILL YOU STOP COPYING MY WORK PLEASE AND THINK UP YOUR OWN IDEAS ... USUALLY I LIKE SHARING IDEAS WITH PEOPLE BUT YOU ARE NOT WELCOME ... ESPECAILLY AFTER ALL THE VIOLENT DISCRIMINATORY AND DEFAMATORY ATTACKS THAT YOU HAVE PERPETRATED ON ME IN YOUR JEALOUSY FOR THE PAST 7 YEARS ... 

ITS NOT MY FAULT IF YOU PARTNER FELL IN LOVE WITH ME I DIDNT KNOW WHO HE WAS ... MAYBE HE LIKED PLAYING WITH SOMEOEN THAT WAS BEING THEMSELVES AND NOT THINKING ABOUT MONEY ALL THE TIME 

I AM GOING TO POST THIS EVERY DAY INCLUDING UPDATES ... 


12.20 PM 13.07.12. 
/
and every 
night you would threaten 
me with that and in the end 
amounted to an act ... and dragging 
me into it ... you have no idea the insidious 
damage you have done ... like a caustic vein ... 
with your vindictive and punitive attitude uniquely yours ... 




00.42
RIGHT I HAVE TO MAKE SOMETHING CLEAR AGAIN DO I? I DO NOT AGREE WITH ANYONE USING SECRET COURTS FOR KINKY PURPOSES ... THAT IS NOT WHAT THEY ARE FOR AND THAT IS NOT MY IDEA OF EXCITEMENT ... I DONT APPROVE OF CHUCKY USING THEM , OR TRIX FOR THAT MATTER. UNFORTUNATELY PEOPLE AT THE TOP USE THEM SO THE FURTHER UP THE LADDER YOU GO THE MORE VIOLENT PEOPLE ACTUALLY ARE ... AND THEREFORE SOMETIMES I HAVE TO CONSIDER FRIENDSHIPS WITH PEOPLE WHO DO THINGS LIKE THAT IN SPITE OF NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY DO 


THANKYOU ... 




23.15  
/
/
you're just playing me 
Trix ... 


you said 
you could get work 
looking after me ... only to 
now tell me Im owed reprisals? 


and thats a business plan ? Chucky has 
a better one ... I mean I do actually love him 
and fancy him ... and theres alot going on there ... 




19.29   © Lizarikk
all writing on this site is
 © Lizarikk except for the press extracts ...

/

he looks
so vulnerable in
a long soft cotton
dress like so so made
of glass you can see
ballads play even 
when he's silent


must stroke
him more gently
if I can just run my
hands over his 
cheeks coyly
he says no 


quickly I
have to not
appear desperate
but he lets me
sroke his
hair


even if
were both hard
pushes me away
with his foot hiding
his face in his fair
hands asking me
not to make 
demands 




26.01.12.     © Lizarikk

 just looking at this double triple speak ... this is just one example where the journalist twists and turns until you are tied in knots reading it. It went on to say that it would be 'undemocratic' to allow the island to be neglected when in fact the people there want to be self governing. Its like you get so tangled up reading it that you feel like giving in and agreeing which is the whole idea I guess. Not relating this to anything in particular mind ...

It is for Sark to decide what it means by ‘staying the same’. However, arresting the change that is happening now requires action and intervention.


I mean this technique is one of those that could be applied to other agendas as well ...






29th June 10.24 pm 

I should add that are interpretations of
what he said on the internet under
different disguises ... and is 
highly subjective ... 


breaking news ... 
Trix says it was ok for 
them to copy my work because 
my financial position is 'questionable' ... 


hmm nothing to do with you 'getting
off with it' a phrase I specially
dislike ... and eating our
cake and having it ...

actually I
thought it was
shallow of you to
allow our relationship to be
trivialised into a tourist resort  
and sold off like a young slave ...




 10.04am / 19.31    © Lizarikk



today they said they tortured him because 
he would have felt trapped with me 
anyway ... 


one thing
that makes me laugh
is Beatrix looking for approval 
when they are discussing their secret
courts so blatantly on public notice boards ! 




9.22am

Friday, 29 June 2012

I think coke is
what the author calls
marmite ... the black stuff
the drama, the outline of the shapes ...


13.17
anyway what happened yesterday with Obama and Sark was that it so transpired that the Masons are concerned about their partisan reputation ... and eager to look like they foster independence ... which actually correlates with my observation that Fritzle feels remorse although he may be dissociated from this feeling ... 


ok that was all hot air though on their part. But did anyone see my scrap with Sky this morning about the history of Islam and cultural reprisals ? the thread was terminated pretty fast never to be revived ... 




18.57

lullabye bye

but hush 
let me stroke 
your hair one more 
time sing you a last lullabye ... 




18.53
just a waste
of energy... and all 
that stuff about Obama
and Sark just went in one 
orifice and out the other ... 


I suppose it was worth seeing
but you know ... to him our
relationship was just some
thing that he could sell
How dare he interfere
with my life ... 




18.48

/
ok maybe like isn't the right word more
like convenient ... then again if you 
go to your GP and ask him to bite
through your jugular vein is it
good practice for him to 
oblige you ? 


Trix said he 
was glad the secret 
courts forced him to have sex 
with buffer which is why I am moving on ... 


after we had sex last time I found myself
thinking about Chucky and how 
much more interesting 
he is ... 


and that 
was while we were 
cuddling or maybe I have alters too ... 




13.43/ 30.06.12. 2.35am/ 8.56am 

music 
cannot be
calculated 
even you're as 
cunning as a cat
laying plans like 
military strategist

I can't 
measure the
growing that swells
in my chest when I 
reach out to your
birdsong 

and how
my sing hearts 
and no you can't 
put a price on hands
that call each other
to rub away the
void 

you're not
ready to know this 







27.01.12. 



he burrowed
in permeating my
cells it was he that found
me when I was dead. Something
sharp going down like a corkscrew ... 






13.14 © Lizarikk 2012

Thursday, 28 June 2012


I hate competition too but how else do you keep
things tight ? reminds me of being in the 
gym changing rooms feeling those 
powerful fibres squeezing 
their grip

you wanted me
to leave you alone darling
and I said I would do anything 
for you ... and now he's found another 
muscle in here where muscles should be they 
can squeeze things when your whole body tenses 
up in readiness for the game pulling back in the warmup 






20.20 © Lizarikk June 2012


this is starting 
to look like a twister ...
Subword ... when he falls 
like a bat gnawing at 
my soul makes my 
heart sing 


what is 
this thing that drop 
from a great height like 
a meteor or a black missile ? 
it has a sharp point that bores 
right through you and is 
difficult to dodge like 
a ... concrete
burster 

and then 
he threw a 
bowling ball that
winded me in the chest ... 
he sort of focuses himself into 
this very concentrated
dart ... 

















9.22 am / 17.10   © Lizarikk 2012 / 00.09 + prev 
I know you're
really proud of me for 
smacking the bitch in the nuts ... 


in fact I knocked seven bells out
of the size zero geek ... 
even said so in the 
papers ... 


she and her secret bike 
shed indeed ... 




11.25 © Lizarikk 2012/ 13.04
what Im
going to do Trix
is make you really sick 
and ill. And then I will call the 
police and put you out on the streets ... 


cus you is a bit simple ...




8.04 am © Lizarikk 2012/ 13.02 

Wednesday, 27 June 2012


so what 
happens if we both 
swell at the same time? like 
two molecules in a compression chamber 


as a land or ship-based hyperbaric chamber to artificially reproduce those conditions under the sea (pressures above normal atmospheric pressure) for diving-related and non-diving medical applications

as a simpler form of submersible vessel to take divers underwater and to provide a temporary base and retrieval system in the depths;

The historically older open diving chamber, open diving bell or wet bell is in effect a large diving bell, utilising an the equivalent of a moon pool, to equalise internal air pressure and external water pressure automatically without the need, necessarily, to measure and control it. An air compressor or bottled compressed air is required to maintain the volume of the air as it becomes compressed with increasing depth, or to make up for oxygen depleted by the occupants' breathing and for carbon dioxide removed from exhaled air by a carbon dioxide scrubber system.

 This type of diving chamber can only be used  submersed , as the internal air pressure is directly proportional to the depth underwater 





13.58 
Id like to 
kill you Trixy I said 
as he sits me up on the table ... 


you've come to give me my
medication? and I have 
thrown yours down
the toilet ... 


fed up being a 
gibbering wreck ... 




22.35 © Lizarikk 2012
jus tryin
ta get ma hort 
ta beat right ya'all ... 


suppose class hip hop is
apose ta street hop 
innit 




14.50  © Lizarikk 2012
he said that 
if I ever chuck his
medication away he's going 
to throw his own secret court ... 


is that an injection in your
pockit ? Ive thrown it ... 
I wanted you to feel 
me a bit more ... 




20.38  © Lizarikk 2012 / 29.06.12. 3.07 am 

I may not be able to lay an egg but I 
know how much they cost ... 


economics is
a boring chore to
be god out of the way ...
I would not seek my entertainment
there ... the first principle of budgeting
is to not spend money that you haven't got,
second is to use the law to claim what is yours
this is also extremely boring and involves ditching
the fancy rhetoric, taking a pragmatic approach and
thirdly keeping records ... of anything that is at all related ...


when you've done that I'd like to know what you
think about upper class hip hop and take
a journey through the genre ...


yours boredly ... 






11.42

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

um hello Tapas and 
Sky waves ... thanks for all 
the helpful comments ... when I 
suggested you help out on poetry boards I dint mean 
just for my benefit everything has to be for self interest ... 


I mean there is kind of like a  war on ... 




22.51  © Lizarikk  2012


timbre 
punctuated by rhythmic 
variations in volume or distortion 
a dizzy low frequency oscillator 
spinning back the dizzy
grime 

dubstep tracks 
incorporate one or more "bass 
drops" in the midsection, inherited 
from drum and bass. Typically, the percussion 
will pause, often reducing the track to silence
and then resume with more intensity, accompanied 
by a dominant subbass often passing through an 
entire octave or more It is very common for 
the bass to drop at or very close to 55 
seconds into the song, due to the fact 
that 55 seconds is just over the 32 
measures at the common tempo 
of 140 bpm. However, this  
is rather a trope

relying on 
a drop for a dynamic peak the 
love flowed out of him breaking it down 
triggering guttural shifts reverberating my 
expression sound sculptures pummel 
the plexus making shape and depth 
between sounds squeezing liquid 
shots that wobble and echo the 
sound bass dreading the 
percussive tuplets 








12.02 

© Lizarikk June 2012 17.06.12. 

I wrote this about 3 days ago ...

my inner child
smells rejection in 
the air packs its bags 
and off down the road 
with its little suitcase 
not so much as a 
goodbye ... 




23.51  28. 06. 12 . © Lizarikk June 2012


/
Im having 
difficulty expressing my 
feelings for you now ... because 
of a) her copying it and using it to 
win you back ... and b) no response 
from you ... abusing me isn't going to help ... 




10.00am © Lizarikk 2012




In colonial American families, the family worked together as a unit and was self-sufficient.[1] Because of the Industrial Revolution, large-scale production replaced home manufacturing; this shift, coupled with then-prevailing norms governing sex or gender roles, dictated that the father become the breadwinner and the mother the caregiver.[2] When affection-based marriages emerged in the 1830s, parents began devoting more attention to children and family relationships became more open.[3] World War II found many women entering the workforce out of necessity; women reassumed the caregiver position after the war, but, together with cultural shifts leading to the feminist movement and advances in birth control, their new-found sense of independence changed the traditional family structure. Some women opted to return to the care giver role. Others chose to pursue careers. When women chose to work outside of the home, alternative childcare became a necessity. If childcare options were too costly, unavailable, or undesirable, the stay-at-home dad became a viable option.


10.35am 


makes her own bread does she? yeah and Chucky is financially independent ... he does live with a friend but is quite capable of living on his own ... and he doesn't need to copy other peoples' work either ... and nor does Tapas