ENDERS CAN YOU THINK YOUR OWN IDEAS PLEASE

AND A REMINDER TO ENDERS TO LAY OFF MY WORK PLEASE ... 


ENDERS ... USUALLY I LIKE SHARING IDEAS WITH PEO...
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NEW BLOG ... http://jupitersterrain5.blogspot.co.uk/


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ON 1ST AUGUST 2012 BEATRIX RULED THAT PEOPLE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO WATCH YOU IN YOUR BEDROOM

AND THEN SAID EXCEPT FOR THEMSELVES SO THAT NOW THERE ARE JUST THREE OF THEM WATCHING YOU IN INTIMATE SITUATIONS … I MEAN IF THAT 

IS A MOMENT TO ‘ TURN AWAY ‘ I DONT SEE WHY IT CANT APPLY TO EVERYONE … AND I WILL KNOW IF 
THEY HAVE BECAUSE THEY CUNT KEEP THEIR MOUTHS SHUT FOR ONE THING AND YESTERDAY FRITLZE 
PIGEONED ME AFTER THE EVENT WITH A CRITIQUE … 

AND THIS IS WHAT CAUSED THINGS TO GO WRONG THE OTHER DAY ITS RELATED TO THE OLYMPIC
CENCORSHIP ARTICLES … 

IT ALLOWED THEM TO CAPTURE MY SPIRIT ( ASK THE RED INDIANS ) AND DELIVER IT TO HIM VIA
SOMEONEE ELSE

AND OBVIOULSY I WAS DUPED IN 2008 BUT I DONT REALLY LIKE GOING INTO ALL THAT JUST SAYIN …  

I MEAN THAT DOES REALLY ANNOY ME IF PEOPLE LET THEMSELVES BE DUPED BUT WE ARE ALL OF US
BEING DUPED RIGHT NOW …. 

COURSE WHAT THEY WILL DO NEXT IS TO STORE THE FOOTAGE AND THEN TAKE IT OUT AND STUDY IT

A COUPLE OF WEEKS LATER … THE DEVIOUS BASTARDS … AND USING MATERIAL FROM MY BED AS
INSPIRATION AND TUTILAGE 

FOR THINGS THEY WANT TO DO … IF WE ARE HAVING CENCORSHIP OF THAT THERE SHOULD NOT BE
ANY FOOTAGE … 

AND EITHER THIS IS SOMETHING THE ENTIRE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY HAVE TO DO 

OR IT IS SOMETHING NOBODY SHOULD DO .. . LEAST OF ALL THEY WHO 

HAVE DISSOCIATIVE TYPES OF PERSONALITY DISORDERS ARE VERY CLOSED EMOTIONALLY AND 

SHOULD NOT BE LEFT IN SOLE CHARGE OF OTHER PEOPLES EMOTIONAL LIVES WITHOUT 

THE CORRECT SUPERVISION AND THESE ARE THE REPTILES IN DAVID ICKE , HE PUT IN THE FANTASY STUFF 

TO PROTECT HIMSELF 

AND BOTH OF THEM HAVE DONE FULL BLOWN REAL LIFE CONCRETE CHEATS 

ON THE PEOPLE THAT THEY HAVE NOW ARRESTED FOR A BIT OF INTERNET … 

IN WHICH CASE WHY ISNT FRITZLE UNDER HOUSE ARREST ...

AND ACTUALLY HE WASNT EVEN JUST CHEATING ON ME HE WAS MOVING ON 

QUITE FAST ACTUALLY IT WAS ONLY WHEN I STARTED TO GET SOME ATTENTION 

LAST YEAR THAT HE THOUGHT OH HANG ON A MINUTE I WONDER IF I MADE A MISTAKE

I THINK ILL TAKE HER BACK … HE MOVED ON AND SO DID I 

AND I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL … I AM NOT A SLAVE GIRL ...

1.21 am 4.07.12. 

YESTERDAY ENDERS TOOK THE EVOLUTIONARY STEP TO STOP PEOPLE WATCHING YOU MASTURBATING ON SATELLITE ... EXCEPT FOR HERSELF OF COURSE ... SHE TOOK A VIDEO OF ME TO HER FRIENDS AND USED IT TO TUTOR THEM ALL SO THAT HER HOUSE WOULD CONTAIN 8 IMITATIONS OF MYSELF ... 




10.55, 2.08.12. 


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and then we come to the part of the merry go round where Trix says I should be more considerate of his family and leave him alone ... Tapas has threatened me with most things including gang rape and sexually abusive verbals ... which leaves me with what option pray ? - - - - - - fill in the blank ....




20.03, 1.08.12. 
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Your course of action depends on two things: 1. How imminent the emigration is (e.g. is it likely to happen within 48 hours); and 2. Whether or not you have parental responsibility for the children. Having legal parental responsibility is crucially important in relocation cases, as the consent of the other holders of parental responsibility must be sought (and given) prior to the emigration proceeding. If the other holders of parental responsibility refuse their permission, the parent wishing to emigrate must apply to the court (who can over-ride the need for the holders of parental responsibility to give their consent).
Many fathers incorrectly assume that they have parental rights by virtue of being their children‟s biological parent. Under current law, mothers automatically have parental responsibility by virtue of being a birth parent, but fathers do not. Biological fathers acquire parental responsibility in one of the following ways: 1. By having been married to the child‟s mother. 2. If you were not married to the mother, but the child was born on or after 1 December 2003 AND you jointly registered the birth of your child.
3. By having a Residence Order made in your favour by the Court (for Shared or Sole Residence). 4. If the court has granted you parental responsibility via a Parental Responsibility Order. 5. By entering into a signing a Parental Responsibility Agreement with the child‟s mother if she will agree to this. A separate agreement is needed for each child and the signing must be witnessed by court official. The Child Abduction Act 1984 made it a criminal offence for a person connected to a child to take or send a child out of the United Kingdom without the appropriate consent (either all other holders of parental responsibility or the court). Where a residence order has been made, the resident parent has the right to take the children abroad for up to 28 days at a time without the consent of the other holders of parental responsibility.
If you do not have parental responsibility for your children, the other parent is under no legal obligation to consult you regarding their planned emigration. It is vital you apply to the court for a Parental Responsibility Order if you believe the other parent intends to emigrate with the children. You should also consider applying for a Prohibitive Steps Order to prevent your children from leaving the UK until such time as the matter can be fully contested and considered by the court if you oppose the relocation. When applying to the court, you should ask for an emergency hearing. A Prohibited Steps Order can include such restrictions as the children‟s passports being retained by a third party.

http://www.thecustodyminefield.com/Factsheets/TCM-LTR-DEC09.pdf


11.46, 28.07.12. 

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will there be anything left? cancelled out
obliterated. Just a little stump of 
emotion where my soul was
waiting for a train facing
a trek across siberia
to get it back will 
you spare me
that piece?

or should I 
write my will? nurse 
my radiation burns in the 
aftermath run like a chargrilled 
child from the torched unrecognisable 
landscape of my life? you said bye I die 
youre going to wipe me out are you darling? 


27.07.12.    17.04    © Lizarikk
12.04pm 27.07.12. 


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26.07.12. , 10.51. , Trix and I have a triple A credit rating ... 


When it comes to bond ratings in New York, Westchester County wears the crown. Last week, the top three ratings agencies -- Moody’s Investment Service, Standard & Poors and Fitch Ratings -- affirmed the county's triple A rating. The ratings are significant as the county expects to refinance $20.7 million in debt and expects to save about $1 million in interest payments because of the ranking....


http://newyork.newsday.com/westchester/westchester-now-1.3784383/westchester-reaffirms-3-triple-a-credit-ratings-1.3853548


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I dont 
regret going 
to a girls school ... 
there would be boys waiting
at the gates ... just while you were 
there you could at least concentrate without
the distractions that you got at primary school ... 



20.37, 28.07.12. © Lizarikk 
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he cloud 
has an aura like 
Stevie Nicks hair her moon 
egg unveiling like a golden pearl 

a bullet is
a small thing that 
can cause alot of damage ... 

a bat out of hell my second fairy
tail today ... 


19.34   © Lizarikk  I should have dated this it was about 1.07.12. or possibly one or two days earlier 
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24 July 2012 1:05PM


China is in talks to build UK nuclear power plants by offering to invest billions of pounds in building a series of new nuclear power stations.


Officials from China's nuclear industry have been in high-level talks with ministers and officials at the Department of Energy and Climate Change this week about a plan that could eventually involve up to five different reactors being built at a total cost of £35bn


any advances on that ? heading for the trillions next then 


13.19 , 24.07.12.

look Trixy thats us ... keep em peeled k ... 

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just so dazzling sifting memories
shattered in the wobbling 
echo ... 


I  got the 
sweat from your
hand by osmosis ... 
Im supposed to squeeze 
you you horrible monster ... 
King of the dinosaurs you ... ouch ... 


let me take your heart out like a dove as we 
press the forgotten music between our 
skin ... like dough under your 
fingers swelling ....


mind is
broken just at 
the thought of you ... 

18.45   24.07.12. © Lizarikk/ 20.41

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I want to feel your emotion spilling out … that is not 
afraid to come unstuck …rubbing dough into 
the wood there seems to be more of 
it … to find secret doors 

where I forgotten where I was

… that  clings to me like the sweat 

of a drowning child … where we struggle 

not to hit each other as the temperature rises … 

and if we're a bit histrionic take it as it comes … I 

wanna feel those doors open under my hands as I push 

them … I want someone thats going to open out underneath 

me like a butterfly orchid that cries with pain at his wounding ...

19.23  25.07.12. © Lizarikk

lost control
of the helm ... I
seem to be drowning
clawing at your thighs like a
lifeboat salt water filling my mouth ...


3.45pm    22.07.12. © Lizarikk ...
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the idea got inside me in a twisted
way its like you're putting word
into my mouth and I am 
having to stuff them 
down tut I can see
this is bringing 
out my own 
stuff .. . 


you gag 
people darling 
is what you do ... 
you stop them expressing 
their feelings and you drug them ... 

1.06am,  24.07.12. © Lizarikk ...
/ 10.09am 

I feel broken watching your torture they 
do say it can be worse than your own
... my sensibilities brutalised, 
bludgeoned to he point of
numbness tempting me 
to forget ... oh to 
forget ... 




3.50am,  26.07.12. 


one of my
friends said that
her soulmate is married
to somebody else ... and so is 
she ... they will never be able to meet ... 


another told me hers blew his brains out
when she married the man her

parents preferred ... 

22.06  19.07.12. , 20.07.12. , 21.35



© Lizarikk

we've made a new 
strain of pot


like pork

falling off the bone

with burned edges  the 

whole dish is flambé, smell of 

orange peel  rising through the house 

19.27, 21.07.12. © Lizarikk / 21.05












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the quail is a bit 
burned ...


you want 
me to put you in my 
twitter do you darling? depends 
how many parrots you're bringing with you ... 




21.50,  22.07.12. 

just I can feel him deep down in my stomach right where 
the soul muscle pulls ... and that trunk ... I mean God
you'd feel like you'd won some kind of trophy 
or something that made you feel 
speechless to behold ... 

19.41, 22.08.12. 

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deep, gravelly, gruff, hoarse, husky, low, rasping, rough, thick, throaty

http://dictionary.reverso.net/english-synonyms/guttural

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like the guttural howl of a tiger tearing at its prey 

yeah so he seems to be squeezing the apricot 

like as if theres a conversation going on 

there ... you know like the way that 

cats want to greet you properly

before they pick you up ... 

yeah its talking to me bit 

hard to concentrate 

though ... 

21.53pm 20.08.12. © Lizarikk/ 22.08.12.,  9.37am

if thats all you want ... 

whats it 

like to really 

absorb him to feel 

the glug going down 

like osmosis through the

skin ... the sweat seeping into 

my pores ... I know that elephants 

trunk isn't the be all and end all just 

the end is trying to snorkel off an apricot ...

19.25, 20.08.12.  © Lizarikk

The trunk has more than 40,000 muscles in it which is more than a human has in their whole body. A human being only has 639 muscles in total. An elephants trunk is both strong and very agile. It can perform multiple tasks from pushing over heavy trees to picking up the smallest twig. An elephant uses its trunk to pick up and throw objects, rub an itchy eye or ear, fills it with water and then pours it into its mouth to drink and also as a snorkel when swimming under water. Elephants also use it for feeding and for friendly wrestling matches with other elephants.

The trunk plays an important role in an elephants life by being used as an exploratory organ. The trunk is extremely flexible and can be used with the finest touch. 

The African elephant has two prehensile fingers at the tip of its trunk which are used to grab hold of objects and smaller items. The Asian elephant has only one finger at the end of its trunk and usually only uses its trunk to scoop things up. Elephants can lift very heavy weights with its trunk, but it is important to remember that each elephant is individual and unique and the amount of weight each can lift varies. The trunk is not usually used in combat or for fighting with, but it can be used to make threatening gestures. However, elephants do use their trunks to play fight which can be quite interesting to observe

Another interesting observation is when an elephant is charging. If its trunk is stretched out in front, then the elephant is just bluffing. However, it the trunk is curled or tucked downwards then it means business and is serious about its intentions


http://www.animalcorner.co.uk/wildlife/elephants/elephant_anatomy.html

hot density rapidly expanding from a singularity, subatomic particles making hydrogen and lithium coalesced through gravity 

the Universe was filled isotropically with an incredibly high energy density and huge temperatures and pressures and was very rapidly expanding and cooling. Approximately 10−37 seconds into the expansion, a phase transition caused a cosmic inflation, during which the Universe grew exponentially. After that the Universe consisted of a quark–gluon plasma, as well as all other elementary particles. Temperatures were so high that the random motions of particles were at relativistic speeds, and particle–antiparticle pairs of all kinds were being continuously created and destroyed in collisions

21.07.12. , 12.09pm 



a ship that
found alien life,
black hole pulsating
in its vacuum. That comes
apart? the shattered fragments
hang in the air in slow motion echoing
from tiny mirrors a kaleidoscope of screams ... 


21.07.12.    10.17am © Lizarikk

is he your

mate? does he 
make your strings hum 

with the taste of summer bees? 

is he the wine that pours from

your lute ? is he the music

that comes from a place

where music is 

redundant? 

that 

makes a sound 

only Gods and devils 

can hear? is he the beginning 

and the end of the circle where time 

stands still who's voice is absolute law ? 

that brings up the joy in you like a

dormant plot awaiting the  

gardeners touch

where 

you play together 

like a same species ... where 

another might be just an understudy ... 

that you can feel under your skin 

a hundred miles away ... does 

he make your soul blossom 

like a orchid in a 

hothouse 

vibrating like a 

hummingbird greeting 

you at the dawn like a ripe 

honeydew who's words bubble 

up in you all night that you cannot 

sleep and have lost control of the wheel ... 

11.07am  19.07.12. 

nb this poem is worth about 9 million English pounds. It is also 
© Lizarikk ...


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nb this poem is worth 500 million. But does 

he know what priceless is worth ? 
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the Iraq of our streets 

gives him 
both empathy and 

tough his experience in the 

underworld killing fields of this land ... 

where beggars limp to offer a dying embrace, 

a last plea to the destroyed to create just

another minute. We understand

what you dad did to you but

please get a wash ... 

so where
is the King? could 
you do that to feel someone
that is drenched in stale piss and 
alcohol offering a reason to laugh again ... 


that has spent their life marinaded
in so much formalin ... 

12.26 pm  20.07.12. / 23.12. 
© Lizarikk