there seems 
to be lines of light 
joining up the stars


and I am here
bound to my family 
my heart may fly 
only in dreams 


what 
will I say 
when they inquire 
after its health


twist
in my stomach
a non verbal word 

just wanted to keep this

compasses wasnt really what i had in mind still trying to accommodate those spiders

messng people heads is possible yeah without causing them harm

migh be a bit on off today as habe awot of lork to do

anyway  yhou never said what you are sacred of

scared i mean

*************

people have been known to take on jobs they have

no experience for … becasue of transferrable skills

nobdoy wants to know waht else I or they are scared of then

you can always start with a small thing …

bricking it yeah

Chucky is not a pasty

yeah  yeah blame it all on clegg . and bush … your em dad

you and chucky shud start a effin riot !

classic way to avoid feeling anything

well so far I registered three emotions from Trix:

romance aggression and pain

you know and the ‘committees’ listen to this stuff over liquid lunches and stuff and

say ok yeah those people are not allowed to move freely about thier country

without actually saying what the crime is …

might have been easier to move about in Victorian times

and its this kind of thing whcih shapes our world

more than politics does …

**************

here we go peeps we  used to do this in encounter groups

http://www.anneriches.com.au/docs/Listofemotions.pdf

17.31 I see clegg has vanishsed again

I think i feel a bit sick

works ok just need to get rid of this tummy bug

might be contagious

peopoel getting all shouty with me

not my fault if ive lost it

***************

29 March 2012 6:23PM

Bless your little jam tart – I couldn’t believe my minces when I saw it. Would you Adam and Eve I only got 7? I bet someone’s having a Giraffe at my poor efforts.

**************

mercy peeps

how am I supposed to concentrate?

your making me feel suppressed and stifled

religiousl texts are great fun

really i mean they are

think I have to claw my way out

Im 
working on 
the idea of being 
able to accommodate
bigger spiders 

I was 

crying on 

his shoulder and

then I felt like burying

my face in his lap 

more like

a burn than a

razor. And I hadn't 

thought about it 

like that ... 


so what 
happens if 
I push through
the pain? running
away again am I
quite a forcefield
in that place


Icarus 
had a sister. All
I can feel is burning
Oh the sharp pain
I didn't get that
before 


and 
the two souls 
are fused like hot 
metal. It is
difficult not to 
run out 

24/27.03.12. / 28th

werewolf diet


in fact 
I think I'll 
make a soup of 
germs and bacteria 
so that we can throw 
up like they do in the 
rainforest a paradoxical
cleansing 


dirty camp
sites, cess pits 
tin can showers
is ok 


might be 
able to stretch 
to a maggot. And
that stuff on telly 
with the eyeballs
and stinking 
bishop 


not 
sure about 
the next bit 
might have to
build up to it 


this 
will be the 
death of me 








/28th

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as for 
dining I 
don't really 
do it just shovel
in a load of shit 
and thats that

Trix says
Im too open
with my feelings
I dunno thats how
you recover from
the disease ... 

but carry on
you vaguaries 
why do I always
pick people that
are fucked up
in the head ?

she was 
hurt and shut
down. When he 
opened up her heart
he little knew what 
he would find 
there 


sometimes
the innocent 
are harder to 
forgive

spawn of 
the devil and
you wouldn't really 
want to come round 
here either with a 
delicate stomach


unless you
like living in a
H block. I will make 
you lick the floor and 
pass the sick bucket

as for the 
author she would
do well to clean up 
the mildew in her home
instead of making me
want to vomit 

speciality from the deli ? 

Can you reassure the committee that this will never involve

A chainsaw, spirit level , chisel

brass instruments 

A motherboard , uniform or stalwart determination

motown black metal or baby oil

he allegatored that I go for younger men

which is not u sully the case actually … just a coincidence

you know and then i said ok I’m going for a drink with coffee and then coffee called me a poof as well

so then i think ok ill just do what i want 

and now trix  you are rambling on about the coalition again but you never answered about

your us/israeli coalition which is never going away obviously i mean it can’t do for practical reasons …

and so the devil gave me chucky who is also never going away …

except that as he is weaned he’s obviously going to want to spend more time doing other things isn’t he

pleas will someoen start removing slanderous posts about me

i don’t want to talk about how i felt about fritz because its something from the

past i don’t want to look at at them moment

i do not go out with people for ulterior motives ok

have a think about it

love doesn’t make me feel trapped i like following it to

see where it goes

in fact I’m more inclined to worry that I’m not

enough inside of it ...
in your case to remind myself that actions have consequences

cus you like da fear

I don’t know dear may be he’s just getting warmed up

i mean some people like to get ready for some sport

flinch

the next bit isn’t very funny is it ?

I dunno

I have a copy of the tree hugging yogurt weaving sandal wearing hippy post that was removed

what do you mean break the ties? like not speak to him at all?

ps we were supposed to be having fun for the weekend but never mind

im th e possession of a pimp , what frizzle yu mean?

that isn’t my intent and its quit e an allegator

so out comes the calculator and they work out how much

shit it takes to make some more shit

anyway I sometimes thought that you  were responsible for the action of the kmer rouge

I refuse to cave in. And instigating insurgencies could be dangerous

whats new about people getting your data ?

sitting up here watching frizzles movements what fun

the words border control come to mind

I make excuses for thatcher? your not impartial to a piece of her yourself

not that I’m all that interested in the ins and outs of thatcherism

any more allegators ?

I dunno you sound like you’re from some sort of weird cult

those fractures might need some thousands of years to heal over …

resisting a  u turn is quite hard sometimes though

just about bearing up

I stand a good chance of delaying the speech until tomorrow

albeit requires a bit of discipline

keep calm and carry on

shit

if I just hang in there it’ll ease off for a bit

just still recovering from the last one that was embarrassing

the speech I mean

carnage went on for decades

losing grip

you haven’t done this kind of assault course before then

nobody seems interested in the cartoon the material is getting a bit worn

civil, what keep it friendly and polite you mean  ?

jeeeze is that the time

you dshojld try it sometime i feel q uuite pissed now

actually i was just thinking its funny people can immigrate from all over the world

and meet other countries

then poeel in the same country are not allowed

i forgot what the term is for that , outbreeding I thunk

and yes well … you’d be overstepping a boundary issue in that case I think

maybe its all just agoraphobia

well .. people debt has to tod  with their psychology

and their psychology has to do with their relationship to

the priesthood in one way or another

hence forays into the vestry

probably i will collapse any moment

jus t the sheer effort of trying to stand is q utie delightful

and with over 12 hours of struggle ahead

and want 

everything shaved 

and deodorised. And I 

would say well do it yourself. 

The crosses are there just

to cover up your sins 

obviously. Specially

if its a satanic 

one

so the 

best place to 

start would be the 

confession box really

if you make a hole you 

can pass the liver through 

there sounds horrible. long 

as you keep the cassock

on you're not doing any

thing wrong really 

why else 

would you make 

the priest invisible. You

know and they make women 

wait outside because they are

'unclean' which is why they 

use extra sheets as well 

I suppose just to make 

them feel a bit better

Anyway I 

started dressing 

like a moslem after visiting 

that hospital where people 

are a bit disturb. at least the 

japanese diet has more 

oestrogen. instead of a 

load of chicken 

grease. 

A little bit 

hypocritical really and 

mysoginistic to reject earthy 

things. They do it once a month

to let the tension build up Like 

people that can't stand any 

mess and stuff

15.03.12


nb no edit post facility so you have 
to keep going back into the dashboard 

Implicit 

in sentence 

structures is the 

ability for distortion 

and deletion

perceptulal

positions challenge

lingusitic distortions, 

yields underlying deep 

structure of therapeutic 

benefit. Particularly with 

human modelling and 

ideas of expression

hypnotic 

language patterns

and some non verbal 

patterns are intentionally

specific but artfully vague

and metaphoric, the inverse

of the meta model. Used in

combination the models 

induce a softning trance

to deliver therapeutic 

suggestion 

experientially
the therapist can 
do the magic that 
will imprint on the 
impressionable
parts 

to change 

internal responses 

to stimuli represent what 

it would already be like.  If you 

adopt the but word it highlights 

what follows. You cannot fail

to communicate 

Shifting its 

meaning by finding the 

positive connotation of a 

thought. Neuro refers to the 

neural network that feeds the 

brain. That receive and store 

signals. For him the snake

was a pet and gave him

joy to hold one

communication

is more than what you are

saying. Everything is useful 

in some context. The meaning

is a response you get. Otherwise

trys something different. There is 

only feedback. Flexibility equals

influence. Anyone can do it

The map is not the 

territory 

sometimes
an insult is a 
way of trying to 
undress you I 
guess 


not very nice
to strip a person 
of their dignity 

don't 
know what 
people are saying
about cliques and 
stuff 




think I'll
have the caviar
off  a tea spoon 
shame to wolf 
it down

you tried
to cut my heart
out so you could 
transplant it into 
your partner


AND IM 
NOT HAVING IT ! 

Thorpe Park

jigsaws blood curdling

twisted world. Strapped in

fired through a gauntlet of 

twisted metal dragged up 100ft

and dropped through rotating blades.

Survive and you will appreciated life or

sit there and rot. Make your choice

nerve shredding

with 3 insane inversions. 

Speeds of up to 55 mph. Firing on

all cylinders and torqued to the max

this ride is a full throttle lap for thrill

seekers who live life in the fast lane

colossus sees you through 

an awesome ten vertical loops 

as you hurtle white knuckled towards

your destiny - the UKs only quadruple 

corkscrew! Colossus is seriously twisted

We've flipped the roller coaster on its 

head with this mad inverted hell ride

into the fiery pit of a volcano

you won't know which way 

is up as you loop spin side-wind dive

and corkscrew through the crater to 

confront your greatest foe 

where 
they were 
always meant 
to be the roots 
are still 

my branches

join hands with 

the next tree. Leaves

shimmering at infinity

and you there next

to me 

and when 

the winds will 

come to play with 

me, don't think I'm 

more than shaken

maybe a little 

warped

my bark 

will grown more

rugged with the rings

of time. And watered

with the milk of 

rhyme

and after all 

we're just guinea pigs 

a bit heavy 

going ripples will

be a bit more useful to 

look at, the thread exploded 

a few years ago. And you can 

find virtually all the evidence

Except where people

forgot to log in

and my wrap 

plan tells me how 

to sort out my mental 

head and the staffs too 

and work out what triggers

them and what to do about 

it instead of a evening 

class I think thats 

what they said 

meteorological 

pressure bites my 

veiled sarcasm and 

enmeshment is wrong 

Dialog makes endless

discoveries really 

bad tease